心痛
怪自己吧！！
别怨了
认了吧

♥9th day^^♥

today i made another visit to my little niece

she just came back from hospital yesterday...

she still looks the same, as small as last time i saw her.

she likes to look at me with one eye open one eye close,

=.-

so cute 

her hands and legs are so small and fragile

i worried that i will hurt her when i tried to wear the tiny gloves on her hands..

but my mum can do it so easily,

OMG i need to learn the skills dy..

you know what,

she smiles to me this morning,

so sweet

love u forever ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's time to bath^^

不好意思，露点了-^^-

MERRY CHRISTMAS

#Santa Claus, Santa Claus

  It must've been ol' Santa Claus

  Santa Claus, Santa Claus

  Happy "Ho! Ho! Ho!" to you#

MERRY CHRISTMAS

H'ng Kee Khai!!!!! 

you are my best cousin partner ever

so glad that can meet you during the chistmas eve

this really meant  a lot to me...

so touched larr....T.T

The best christmas present for me is to meet him during christmas eve-^^-

hohoho...
merry christmas!!!!!

AH YI~

Yesterday we went to visit uncle sui (my daddy's friend)

His grandchildren, which are my nephew: sweeny and ah xuan..

errr..i know this relationship is quite complicated...lol

but they really called my dad as ah gong, my mum as ah ma

and for sure, they called me as ah yi...

suddenly up grate liao..=l=

they called us so since they are small..hahahaha

last week, swenny mummy give birth to her younger brother (shao wei) and i not yet capture his photo...

this monday, ah xuan family welcome their new family member, jia min

I'm so happy bcuz i have 3 niece and 1 nephew now...woohoo~lol

 Little Swenny

Swenny, Ah Xuan and I 

Ah xuan's sister, Little Ah Min^^

QUEENSBAY DAY

yesterday, I went to Queensbay Mall with my cousins.

again, we went to Neway to sing karaoke.

as k-pop fans, we sang almost all k-pop songs,

SNSD, BIGBANG, SHINEE, 2AM...bla bla bla...

but because HOMEBOY know nothing about k-pop,

we also got sang some chinese and english song

like before, he is still my best partner ever.

have a nice day with my cousins..

LOVE them so so so much!!!!

Merry christmas!!! I love the Merry Go Round so much..

My pupu car^^ lol...look at his innocent face...am I too heavy???

This is the only photo that 6 of us appear in the photo.

(Neway, Queensbay)

My cute and smart counsins-Willy H'ng and Ah Sung

Ah Sung, Homeboy and I^^

Homeboy and I..nerd look..=l=

AH YING GUGU WEDDING DAY

Today is my second day in penang,

I'm so happy that I can attend Ah Ying gugu's wedding party

I think she is the most prettiest bride in this world,

she is so lovely and gorgeous,

some more like a Barbie Doll.

she is just like a princess and finally she found her prince after so many years

and they will live happily ever after...the end.

终于到家了
有得冲凉的感觉真好！！！
真正的家^^

WHAT A PALPABLE SENSE OF RELIEF!!!!!!! WOOHOO~
FINALLY SPEAKING TEST PAST ADY!!!!
BUT STILL NEED TO PREPARE FOR TOMORROW'S EXAM
AZA AZA HWAITING!!!

WONDERFUL WEDNESDAY

kay,

story telling time,

START~

skip the dull, lifeless, morning part....

about 4 something,

Jia Hui and I watched a movie together,----------LOVE IN SPACE

it's about three sisters' love story,

and each of them experienced different kind of romantic love path,

It's a happy ending movie...YEAH!!!

After the movie,

I went to pasar malam with JIA HUI, KEI KEI, JAVIN, JAVIN'S BROTHER(yet dunnoe what his name),KELVIN(new friend) and JAVIN'S COUSIN( forgot his name dy,sorry)

we went to eat AH LIM char kuey tiao, thumb up!!!

after that javin and jia hui's friend( mountain) accompanied us 'shopping' for a while^^ hahahahahaha

OH YA..

i get my novel-'YOU ARE MY APPLE OF MY EYE' today...................woohoo

ok...now come the climax!!!

kay, i really need to calm down first,

mmmmmmm,

im proud to say: 'I SAW METEOR AGAIN' XD

how lucky am i,

this time,

i have make a wish,

PETERPAN, I LOVE YOU!!!

you make my dream come true,

i saw meteor and i make another wish...

and now i wanna make another wish..

i wish my wish will come true...LOL

am i too greedy???

don't think so lar

hiak hiak hiak....
THE END.....-^^-

METEOR METEOR METEOR

4.21 am now
I saw it!!!!
I saw one meteor!!!!!
Finally!!!!
but i forgot to make a wish!!!! arghhhhhh
it just appear for few seconds only,
wonderful thing always appear for a short time period....aishhh
So excited larrr...
but i cant shout cuz my housemate all slept ady,
damn excited, super duper excited!!!!
how lucky am I...
wootsssss
It's time to go to sleep-^^-

TUESDAY

Woke up late in the morning again=l=...

no more annoying alarm ringing in the morning,

what a wonderful day,

i opened my eyes and smile,

felt lucky and glad that I'm still alive for another wonderful day,LOL

really appreciate it ,

i enjoyed my life very much now,

free to do anything i like,

no one can impede me...

muahahahahaha....

but...

suddenly IELTS fly through my mind..

aishhhhh!!!! hate this...actually what to prepare with the exam worrr??? sad caseT.T

ok well...don't bother about the IELTS first...

vivian, kei kei and i went 'shopping' in the GIANT today,

unbelievable!!!! I bought a dress in a butik for only RM 23...yeah!!! damn happy

bla bla bla...skip skip skip...

suddenly we discussed about the 2012 incident,

not sure whether the news is true or fake,

but i just believe,

im quite looking forward to that day actually,

but i dunwan to be the only survivor without my family members,

i rather suicide and end my life myself if my parents die in that incident...hahaha

ok...skip again....

Teatime!!! our teatime today are quite luxurious, 

domino pizza+ onion rings+ fried chicken+ breads.....*slurp*

fast forward.....

I thought tonight got meteor since many ppl posted in the facebook,

jia hui, kei kei and I went down angkasa condo in the middle of the night

and hope that we can see it so that we can make a wish,

before that i already think of what wish i would make when i see the meteor,

we are quite excited and looking forward to this,

but after going down, 

we realized that it was raining...WTH??!!

no more meteor!!!

i wanna make a wish!!!!

nevermind..still got christmas wish right??? LOL

we end up with eating supper in ALI BABA...=l=....sad case again

i will see meteor tonight!!!

i wont sleep if i din see it!!!!

THE END...

Tea time!!! Domino pizza..wootssss...yummy yummy...TUNA SENSATION!!! thumb up!!!!

LOH YI JIAN'S BIRTHDAY^^

1212
finally he turned 18 already,
gratz gratz,
as usual,
i sms-ed him just now,
and we have a great time chatting together,
really thank to him cause he make me feel better,
he reminds me that i shouldn't so greedy, be content, hahahaha..what a precious lesson..
Anyway, happy birthday to you and stay healthy ya...
hope i can help you celebrate your birthday after i go back to penang!!
H'NG KEE KHAI...please plan for his birthday!!
and maybe we can  celebrate CHRISTMAS together...wow!!!
so excited larhh...^^

SHOPAHOLIC

Recently, i become a shopaholic..=l=
Dunnoe why, just dunwan to stay at home,
I went to Midvalley three times a week,
Summore consecutive...LOL

The 1st time: went thr with sarah and kei kei (after shopping at the Leisure Mall which i have nothing to buy and we coincidentally met chungaun and foo weng thr^^)

The 2nd time: went thr to celebrate Alvin's Ho's birthday

The 3rd time: went thr with kei kei and our missions are to buy ourselves new clothes and eat snowflakes!!!woohoo

I wanna buy new clothes for the coming Chinese New Year,
The elders always said: 'we need to wear new clothes during the chinese new year' right?? i just obey what they said....hiak hiak hiak
Mayb this is juz my excuses...hahahaha...but i will control myself and think rationally....
Daddy mummy dun worry...i wont spend too much money on the clothes.^^
 After coming back from Midvalley, i started to record down and calculate the amount of money i have spent these few days...

OMG!!!!! WTH!!!!
I just cant believe i spent RM200++ in four days!!!
I realli need to cut down my expenses dy...T.T
Conclusion: no more shopping for the following days!! aishhhh..sad

My favourite TAROBALL series!! yummy yummy^^

As a punishment for spending too much money these few days, i have home cook 'sausage rice' for my dinner today..T.T

ALVIN'S 18 BIRTHDAY

Today, we celebrated alvin's 18 birthday in Fish Market, Midvalley.

JiaV come and fetch us and we went there together.^^ 

kei kei, birthday boy and me^^

全家福...LOLOL

My ladybird...T.T...

Manhantten Fish and Chip^^ my favi

Love this pic very much larr...but kexi jiav is the camera womanT.T..if not this photo can be perfect dy...

javin and his Manhatten Fish and Chip

My new friends...YEAH!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS^^

i want christmas present!!!!

i want christmas tree!!!

i wish.....to meet....peterpan...

WISH

Peterpan,

I wish I was Wendy,

So that you can bring me to your world,

NEVERLAND

I dunwan to grow up....

PLEASE bring me there and i promise i will stay with you forever, forever and forever.

Woohoo

The reasons im so excited and happy today:
1. No more exam!!!! YEAH!!! bye bye final exam!!!!
2. First time hang out with XIAO XI, JIAV, SKY, WAYNE LYNX, SIEW MAY, SHARON, JIAHUI, ALVIN HO AND EVELYN CHAI!!!
3. 1st time went to the JUSCO CHERAS...not bad..wanna go thr for a second time..
4. Xiao Xi drove us thr...quite steady..WOW
5. PUSS IN THE BOOTS!!!...but after watched this, i still HATE cats. LOL
6. CHRISTMAS is coming soon!!!! WOW!!!

T.T

请别把我留给你的最后的一点点希望毁灭，
我不想接受事实，
这个事实不是每个人都能接受得了，
我并不是想象中的那么坚强，
求你了，
我一再的说服我自己，
这不是真的，
不是真的，
不是真的！！！！！！
我宁愿被蒙在鼓里，
什么都不知道，
而你在我心中，
你还是原本的你，
也许只是我把你想的太好了吧。
可耻啊！！
方群雁，
你也会有这么一天。
放弃吧！！！
在还没越陷越深之前，
自救吧。
没人会拉你一把，
只会在一旁暗笑，讽刺。

从今天起，
我必须建立起我的防卫心，
不可再那么容易相信别人了，
必须克服我的缺点，
千万别太相信人，
即使是熟人，
也要切记这一点。

但，
试问这样的人生还有什么意义呢？？
感叹啊！！！
矛盾啊！！！

To: H*****

LOL....
can we just be friend??
Im glad to a foreign friend like you..
Please don't spoil your image in my heart kay??

I REALLY HOPE THAT IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME NOW

There were nights when the wind was so cold

That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

<celine dion it's all coming back to me now>

I I Love You Like A Long Song Baby,
I I Love You Like A Long Song Baby,
I I Love You Like A Long Song Baby,
And I keep It In Repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat~

chemistry ah chemistry,
pls dun torture me,
pls let me understand more about you,
i will love you if you love me too,
dun be so mysterious...
PLEASE!!!!!!!

Hope tomorrow everything will be alright!!
T.T

心，
顿时凉了一阵子。

GIVE UP

GIVE UP LAR....H'NG QUN YEN!!!!!
THIS IS THE BEST CHOICE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW!!!!

这世间，往往有太多太多的无奈，像那从壶嘴冒出的袅袅轻烟，一碰即散的脆弱，顶多碰到冷的表面又凝聚回水滴重新经历一场人世纠纷。我不像蒸气，我有形体，所以尝到的是更具体的落寞。

那种感觉，就像在黑夜里被一只黑猫舔了脚趾头，却永远不知道心里深处那莫名的空虚从何袭来。或许真的唯有等到下一缕曙光穿透这红尘浊世来到月牙湾，以一颗纯净的露珠洗涤我双眼的污垢后，我才会清醒 -- 原来我不属于那个世界。

飞流直下三千尺，溅起三百米的水花，湿了我的衣裳，湿了我黯黯孤寂的心。我不像徐志摩那般潇洒，也没有陶渊明悠然自得的处世心态，更不会吟诗作词，心里头压抑着的千斤郁闷，因无处抒发而最终瓦解崩溃。说真的，我并不期待这样的结局。

是谁说爱情一定要轰轰烈烈？是谁说爱情就一定是猫和秋刀鱼麻雀和电线杆？对着镜子我承认了自己的懦弱，如果有绿色的猫黑色的叶子，如果有身份替代这回事... ...

                                                                                                                                                                                                       <homeboy>

UNBREAK MY HEART!!!!!!!

也许只是同情你？？
我不想我的情绪因为你而起伏不定！！

乱

你总是让人捉摸不定
请你表明你的立场好吗？
放弃？？
坚持？？
两种方法都不见得有好处
只会带来伤害，
我不听了，
听多了越伤心，
也许是别人的一面之词，
也许真的是我多心了，
该选择相信你吗？？